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Music, My Books, Writing

INVISIBLE VIOLETS PLAYLIST EXTRAVAGANZA

Chrys Buckley

It’s finally here, whether or not you knew you were waiting for it: my book Invisible Violets, which is chock-full of music references, has playlists!

There are two versions. Both are built upon the references and allusions in the book and follow the text in order.

Invisible Violets Unabridged Playlist

The first version is the all-out, maximalist, go-big-or-go-home, completist playlist of excess.

Still, it was created with strict rules, though it may not seem like it. I will have further posts about how I constructed the playlists, what songs I had to leave off, and so forth, but for now, here is the feast of a playlist.

This playlist is essentially my debut book if it could only be told in songs.

Unabridged Invisible Violets playlist on Apple Music

Unabridged Invisible Violets playlist on Spotify

Invisible Violets Abridged Playlist

Aaaaand this is the playlist with a more sane length, distilled to only a hundred songs. The culling was painful and difficult, but sometimes we must sacrifice for our art.

I am not capable of giving a shorter version, so, this is as short as it gets.

Abridged Invisible Violets playlist on Apple Music

Abridged Invisible Violets playlist on Spotify

A Little Peak

To either entice or horrify you, here’s a word cloud of the music references in the book. By far and away the most referenced musical artist is Chris Cornell. And if you add up the references to him plus his bands, well, it gets even more lopsided. So if you don’t like that man’s voice, probably skip the playlists but also get your head examined.

Word cloud featuring musical references and allusions in the book 'Invisible Violets', highlighting artists like Chris Cornell, Tori Amos, Soundgarden, and Nirvana.

Coming Next

You all, I have so much cooking right now, you wouldn’t believe it. I hardly believe it. Who knew that finishing grad school would unleash me into the creative prime of my life?

I’ll hint at three things.

There’s something in the works to explore all of the music in Invisible Violets in more depth in ways that I hope are highly entertaining, and sometimes at my expense. Soft launch for that is scheduled (in my head) for December and the hard launch is January 1st, as this will be a hugely fun 2027 project.

A live show for Invisible Violets is in the works. Also look for more about that in 2027.

I’m working on Book Two. It’s very different from Invisible Violets in some ways, including structure, but there’s some overlap in topic, and of course, it’s still me with all my writing quirks and my incurable music referencing. I have never in my life had such a blast writing. Even when the writing is hard and it takes me seven hours to write three paragraphs (which for anyone who knows my typical writing process, this is not at all how I normally work) and even when I revisit things I really would prefer to pretend don’t exist and feel like I’m suffering for my art, it is still fun. Everything is hilarious if you give it enough time. For this one, I can’t give a specific date to expect it, but oh my freaking god, I can’t wait till I can. And the playlist for this project is going to make the Invisible Violets playlist look like a paragon of restraint.

Speaking of hilarious, I’ve been doing some stand-up comedy, but that’s a topic for another day.

Chrys

Blindness and Disability, Music, My Books, Writing

BACK COVER REVEAL!

Chrys Buckley

First there was the COVER REVEAL.

It’s been a minute since then (!) and now it’s time to reveal the back cover of INVISIBLE VIOLETS: A Mixtape in Lyric Essays! You can find book info, including how to pre-order signed and personalized copies here.

With no further ado, here is the back cover:

Back cover of Invisible Violets on a textured purple background
Blindness and Disability, Music, Writing

Yesterday I Did a Thing

Chrys Buckley
Screenshot of Duosuma Submission Manager showing trail to table and Wandering Angus Press Book Awards submission

Yesterday, on the new moon and the lunar new year, I submitted a full-length book manuscript to the Wandering Aengus Press Book Awards.

The manuscript I submitted is a collection of fourteen personal essays. The topics I explore within the pages are pretty reflective of this site in general but with less Breaking Bad. Not none, mind you, but less. There are essays discussing blindness and albinism and disability, essays about medical school, essays featuring the internet of the early 2000s, essays touching on pop culture in so many forms, essays rooted in land and place. Under the surface, they’re all contemplations of choice and time and memory.

They all, and I do mean all, touch on music in some way. In fact, I have a playlist underway and it is both massive and amazing.

My title, at least for now is

INVISIBLE VIOLETS: An Album of Personal Essays.

In some ways, it’s been in the works for over a decade. In other ways, it took shape over the last two or three. In yet another, it came together over the last eight weeks.

I plan on posting more about the process, as it’s been a wild ride I’d love to share.

But for now, for my first post in over four years, I’m just gonna bask in knowing that I did a thing.

Samples, Writing

(Overdue) Writing Update: Publication in Aerial

Chrys Buckley

screen-shot-2019-07-24-at-11-45-40-pmI was away for a long time, and in that time, I had some writing news and updates that I’m overdue in sharing here.

One of those is that my piece “Living the Dream?” was published in Aerial, the art and literary magazine from OHSU’s School of Medicine.

Knowing that such a magazine existed was one of the many things that drew me to OHSU as a school. I wanted to be somewhere that valued writing and the arts along with all the science-y, clinical-y stuff I love. Since starting school there, I’ve found a good group of people, not only the people who run Aerial, but also a lot of people involved in narrative medicine, humanities in medicine, live storytelling, and so forth.

In fact, this piece came from the final assignment in a Narrative Medicine elective class I took last winter, taught by Dr. Elizabeth Lahti, who is THE narrative medicine, medical humanities person at OHSU. The assignment was to write “25 Things I Know About…” something. The assignment was based on the short story “25 Things I know About My Husband’s Mother” by Louise Aronson from her book A History of the Present Illness. We read this and other stories from this book in our class, and I highly recommend.

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Writing

Jumping Back in the Writing Ring

Chrys Buckley

colored pencils and water color beside picture frame

Today I did something I haven’t done in awhile. I submitted my writing for publication.

It’s another thing that I’ve put on hold for so long because of my writing name worries. I was in utter paralysis about my work because of it. I still submitted worked occasionally (like, once or twice a year), some under Emilia Jordan, some under my real name, and worried how it would complicate things if anything ever got accepted under either name.

But I’m ready to move forward again. Over the last couple of months, I did deep revisions on two of my personal essays, “Reasonable Doubt” and “Distant Light.” These are the two essays that felt the closest to publishable, and though I’d put off revising them for awhile, sometimes years, because it felt so daunting, I finally undertook revising both of them (thanks quarantine?) and got both to a place where I felt they were ready to be sent out.

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Blindness and Disability, Samples, Writing

Blind Job Interview – Blind Alien Nation 3

Chrys Buckley

Another installment from my bitchy essay about blindness. It should be noted that this incident I’m describing, and the writing about the incident, took place before I took organic chemistry and discovered that it was my academic subject soulmate.

Blindness_blogIt affects everything. As a blind person, you quickly learn all the coded ways that potential employers dress up, “I won’t hire you because you’re blind,” or the coded way potential dates dress up, “I don’t want to go out with you because you’re blind.” It often doesn’t matter how well you present yourself, how positive and open you are about discussing your blindness and showing that you do and feel and are the same things as other humans. There are still countless ways that people deny your full human dignity.

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Blindness and Disability, Samples, Writing

Blind Dating – Blind Alien Nation 2

Chrys Buckley

This section directly follows the first segment from this essay.

Color-Blindness-Image-Google-Images-ArchiveA few months ago, a similar thing happened to me. I was out at an event with some friends, including a guy I had a met few times, had lots of great talks with, and who was, that evening, flirting with me. To some extent he knew me, knew about my blindness, had seen me at several different events and get-togethers before this. That night, our group took a bathroom break and the guy asked me, “Do you need help in there?”

The crazy part? This was not a total anomaly. It’s happened before this particular instance. And will probably happen since.

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Blindness and Disability, Samples, Writing

The Simple Things in Life – Blind Alien Nation 1

Chrys Buckley

cristina-blind-man-descending-stairsA few months ago, I was talking to a blind friend and mentor. She’s a practicing naturopath who teaches seminars for other naturopaths about thyroid conditions, depression and biochemistry. I asked her if she ever got sick of people making a big deal about how amazing she is to have gotten where she is while being totally blind. She said no. She said it was a big challenge, a career that’s challenging even for people who are fully sighted, and she had to work hard for it. “What does get to me,” she said, “is when people make a huge deal about me doing things like climbing a flight of stairs without falling. I’ve been doing stairs my whole life.”

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Samples, Writing

Miss You, Love

Chrys Buckley

Our talk turns to crushes. “I just miss that feeling, you know?” I say. “Like when you’re just so alive that even when it hurts you’re just glad you can feel. I miss the excitement.”

Jillian says, “My friend Emily calls it the ketchup phase.”

“Catching up with what?” I ask, uncertain.

“Well, because it’s like, when you first fall for someone, they’re all you think about. No matter what the subject, it reminds you of them. Someone could say, ‘pass the ketchup,’ and your first thought is, oh wow, my guy likes ketchup too.”

I sigh. “Yes, that’s what I miss, the ketchup phase. I hope I’m not too old or numb.”

~~~

A tiny little conversational snippet from Moonchild. It took place almost fifteen (!!!) years ago, this talk, but the funny thing is that I feel a little bit of that at the current moment, too. And wow, the topic of passion, in so many different forms, keeps coming up in the manuscript. It may be more of an underlying theme in Moonchild than I realized.

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~Chrys

Music, Writing

Writing, Music and the Places Where they Overlap

Chrys Buckley

West_Seattle_Easy_Street_02So many things have me revisiting my musical past as of late. It’s really kind of odd how so many things converged at once. Sometimes I feel like, for whatever reason, I just really let music slip away for awhile, and over the last month, a switch has flipped and all of a sudden, I’m back.

I think I’m a little too embarrassed to admit one of the things that started all this. I’ll just say this: it was a TV show. And it wasn’t that I loved the music on the show so much as one of the characters reminded me of how I used to feel about music, and that got me listening to CDs again, and trying to rebuild my old music collection by buying a bunch of used CDs, and looking into concerts and shows again. Okay, I’ll give a hint, since it sort of relates to the remainder of the post, this TV show I don’t quite want to name is named after a song.

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